It is my stupid husband's fault since I had never done it until after I was married to him for some time. Now I can't stop. That's how he gets woken up every morning. He gets at least three blowjobs a day on the weekends.

It has become an addiction and like an addict I get taken advantage of. My husband has had me blow his boss for a raise. I have blown my boss and got a raise out of it.

I have been on my knees for the neighbors and I blew my husband's friends when they were over to watch the Superbowl. Justin, my husband, thinks its funny. I don't because I can't control it.

I can't even go to therapy for it because it became bi-weekly oral sex sessions with the therapist. When I told my husband about it, he thought it was hilarious.

I really don't know what to do. It seems like more and more people where I live find out about my problem and instead of help all I get are more dicks to suck.