Happy Cruising

It was 2015. A long term relationship with a woman I knew from high school had ended when she learned of my gay leanings. I had confided in her I was attracted to men but had not acted on it. She basically told me to explore and find out if I was gay. She moved out of my apartment and for a few months I was uncertain how to proceed.

I had just hit 30 and I knew online apps were a thing. Before I hit those I discovered cruising for men was a thing. There was a series of parks and nature trails at the end of my street and there was talk in the neighborhood that men cruised the trails looking for sex. I was horny one early summer evening and walked to the area and soon encountered men in ones and twos furtively walking around the wooded areas. Soon I saw a young guy giving an older man a blowjob while on his knees. Saw lots of other sexual activity that night and ended up letting some middleaged skinny guy suck my cock to orgasm in the bushes. He swallowed my load and thanked me

Once I started cruising I was soon addicted to it. I got excited seeing men's cocks and began sucking cocks to completion too. I sucked many men of all types and ages. Loved a cock spurting in my mouth. I would suck a few cocks then finish the night receiving a nice blowjob by whatever cocksucker was nearby and eager to get my load. This went on all summer and by the time it got cooler in the Fall I felt like I had become a cocksucking slut eager to drain the cocks offered. There was no doubt in my mind now I was a gay man.

It was getting too cold at night to cruise in the park so I began going to gay bars and getting picked up there mostly by older men over 50. I began preferring older men as I found them more thoughtful,affectionate and genuine than the young guys I had met.

One Saturday evening I was at a gay bar drinking. A shorter slight familiar looking guy around 40 came to my table and said hi. I had seem him in my neighborhood smoking and on the trails cruising but I had never had sex with him. There was that strange awkwardness and familiarity meeting a fellow cruiser in a place outside the cruising area. We talked awhile and I agreed to go home with him as it felt better to go somewhere private. We took the subway and surprisingly he lived in an old apartment building at the end if my street overlooking where the cruising started.

We had a couple drinks then he kissed me.This felt more intimate than blowing a guy in a weird way but I liked it. His moustache felt sexy against my mouth and we got into some passionate smooching. Later in bed he had my hard cock in his mouth and drained it like a pro. Then I sucked his cock which was average size and felt just right in my mouth. I spent the night with him. Over breakfast we had a lengthy chat. He wondered if I would like a regular thing with him as we seemed like a good fit. I agreed and thought why not. The next few weeks and months developed into a steady sexual relationship. I often slept over. He became more and more loving in bed and I felt myself becoming the same way. He called us 2 loving sluts and lovetalk became part of our relationship. We were fucking by this point mostly me topping him. The intercourse was intense and the more we fucked the deeper involved we both got. We both no longer wanted to cruise and were satisfied with each other. We were now going out for dinners and normal dates and weekend getaways. It dawned on me I was totally part of a gay couple and did not care who noticed. I moved in with my lover. Once or twice a summer we cruise the park together and have sex with each other while other men watch. In a way it symbolizes who we are and how we met.