How I Got Into Voyeurism

She’s younger than me her name is Stacy a very sexy blonde lady who had recently been divorced. She stated their relationship was too vanilla .I’m much older and we met at an upscale bar. She knew what I wanted and i knew what she wanted. She knew I was crazy about her curvy sexy body. I told her what I wanted in bed during sex. She loved what I would say. I had many fantasies i could never live out with my wife. We usually meet up at a bar nearby where my loft is walking distance. I won’t sit here and lie but she was the one who told me she loved hard deep pounding sex. I knew I wasn’t the guy. I told her what i could do for her and she loved the idea. Together we would scroll through the ads looking for the perfect guy. There were too many she would say for me to surprise her. This was the beginning of my getting to love sex in a wild way more than anything. She assured me no woman wants a guy who can’t last like her ex husband. I knew i could last but I lacked size. She had no idea the night i would surprise her. It turned out to be exactly everything she imagined and more. She got everything she wanted needed and sexually fulfilled. I would sit back jacking off slowly to her deep moaning and grunting her thanking me timelessly for giving her the worlds greatest pleasure experience. He was young but knew how to use it and good and long. We would lay in bed right after discussing how she would like to get it like that all the time. She was slowly falling deeply in love with me. I was only thinking of myself. I wanted to watch her with two guys to see if she could take it. She would and it turned out to be one of her fantasies she would later admit that night after. She was worn out from two straight hours of sex and she would tell me why couldn’t we be a couple. Almost ten years apart she was so sexy looking and always attracted men. She had the body every guy desires. No matter what Stacy wore she attracted men. I had to watch her facial expressions during the time she was getting pounded it turned me on extremely. She would lose control use profanity but in a sexual way which turned me on. I wanted to see her turn into a true whore and they made her accomplish it. More g*fts for her all she had to do was continue to let me live out my fantasies. Over six different guys now and I didn’t want to stop. Neither did she and she admitted it was addictive. She called me crying she couldn’t do it no more she truly loved me. Not even my wife would tell me that. My wife had become spoiled and tried to control me but the sex was too simple. Stacy would explain and admit my size was perfect and she just wanted me and the way I let her have her sexual freedom to rid frustration was over. It was something she wanted from her husband but he couldn’t do it and I let her and now she’s totally done. I eventually understood and during sex would she ever bring up anyone else. She would make love to me kiss me hold me and say everything right. I was ten years older and it sort of bothered her even though i looked great for my age. I made a tough decision and left the marriage and she didn’t even show emotion. It was all about value she wanted my money. Me and Stacy moved away living in Texas and are very very happy.