Breastfeeding

I have a question and confession. I'm a new mom for the first time and I am breastfeeding my son. I didn't want to but the La Leche League talked me into it. I started and the baby wasn't latching on. I was getting blisters and my nipples were bleeding and he was losing weight. I was about to give up. I was in tears. I didn't know what to do.

One morning I woke up when he was crying to try again. I sat in the glider in his room. I ripped my shirt off in frustration. I said come on! You got to latch! Sitting there topless, I put my nipple into his mouth and it felt different! I finally latched on! As he was sucking I sat back and started to finally relax. It felt so much better now that it was happening right. I then noticed that my panties were getting wet and I felt a tingle between my belly button and my pubic area. When he was done eating I put him in his crib and put my hand between my legs. I was fucking soaked! I sat back down in the glider and I fingered myself to an intense orgasm! The next feeding the same thing happened! When he was done I was soaked again. I went to take a shower and used the pulsating shower head to get off this time! What is going on with me?

Does any other moms get turned on when they breastfeed? Is this fuckin normal or is there something wrong with me???