Bad Catholic

Thought I was a nice Catholic girl. Married, mother of one. Now I am in so much trouble. I am pregnant, baby is not my husbands, and biggest problem is the baby is black.
I didn't mean for this to happen. A few months ago my office hired a guy for public relations. He was like some kind of local sports hero a couple of years back. He is younger (early 20's) and VERY black.
A short time after he started there rumors started that a couple of the girls in the building has slept with him. One day I overheard a small group of 3 girls semi whispering. It was obvious they were talking about him, and even more obvious all 3 had slept with him. What really got me was all 3 talked about the size of his penis. I got the impression it was very large.
Shortly after I had an occasion to interact with him. He was very flirty, but all I could do was think about his penis and if it was true. A few days later he openly asked me out. I politely declined and told him I was married. It guess it only turned him on more because he kept coming back.
One day I agreed to go around the corner to a deli and have lunch. Somehow I ended up in the parking garage in the back seat of his SUV. And "YES" it was big. So big I actually asked him how big it was. He laughed and said "little over 10 inches". I had only been with 3 men before and none over 6 inches. I insisted on a condom. I actually rolled it on his cock and we both kinda laughed. It looked funny, way too small and looked like a hat. I got on my knees, he got behind me, pulled up my skirt and pulled my panties to the side. G-D I had 2 huge orgasms in the first 5 minutes. I was so stretched and full I felt like I couldn't breathe. Finally he grabbed my hips and went balls deep. Suddenly I felt the warm feeling of his cum inside me, I freaked and tried to pull away but he held my hips and kept his cock inside me. When he finally pulled out I turned around. Cum was dripping all over the seat and I saw the condom on the floor. BASTARD TOOK IT OFF WHEN I TURNED AROUND!
Now I'm pregnant. No good options. If I have the baby husband will leave, family will disown me. Can't pass off a black baby as my husbands. Being Catholic abortion is not an option.