Lesbian Female / 29
I Am Having A Lot More Sexual Thoughts And Inclinations For A Woman
At the end of my junior year I got an internship in Austin. I found a place, a room, with a woman whose husband was deployed. She was standoffish at first but later became friendly. One day she asked me if I had ever wanted to be with another woman. I was not prepared for that question, but I answered that I had tried it but not liked it. Well, that's because I had tried it with the wrong woman.
We first showered together, to get to know each other, and run our hands all over while we lathered each other. We then went, still not dry, into the bedroom, she laid out a large towel and told me to lay on it, and she went down on me, while she was on her knees beside the bed. It was my first ever triggered orgasm by another woman.
We went out, mostly to places frequented by lesbians. She confessed to me that her 'husband' was really a fiction. That was for cover, she had been with a partner for a long time, but her partner did not want to get married. Her partner's pictures left a lot of confusion, she was all military and truthfully she looked like a man to me, except for the obvious.
My six weeks with her went by quickly, and I went home for the rest of the summer, before returning for my senior year. I could now say that I had in fact had sex with a woman, and more than just sex. I was more than ever convinced that I was in fact a lesbian.
During my last semester I was forced into sex with a guy and he got me pregnant. My response was immediate, run down and get an abortion. I wasn't able to do it myself, but even after going down to the clinic, which required a 24 hour cooling off period, I didn't go back the next day. After a lot of arguments with him, he said that he would take me on a couple of conditions. He was the man in the house, and I agreed to several children. It was easy to promise, hard to live up to it.
I'm 29 now, more than ever convinced that I am a lesbian, but I have three children. My husband doesn't want me to work, he keeps me home with the kids and the television. I watch lesbian romances on a streaming channel and picture myself with some young woman at the Trevi fountain in Rome. My kids take up a lot of my time, what between school and activities. I spend a lot of time talking to other mothers, we don't talk sex, we talk children, cooking and cleaning. I am not attracted to these mothers, who are in my opinion all straight.
In our neighborhood we have a family owned pizza parlor. The kids like it and my husband doesn't mind it, and I get to have a night off from cooking. There is a waitress there, her name is Carol, she is 'fine', long legs and a tight ass and wears a shirt that is buttoned so that she shows off her cleavage. I'm infatuated. But so are a lot of the men there. But I can fantasize and I masturbate when my kids are in school and day care. I've become a lot more interested in shaved pussy, I've seen a couple at the gym.
Well I have really only been with one woman, and she was a summer fling. But in my mind, when I masturbate, I only masturbate to women. And when I walk around the mall, I focus on women. I watch lesbian romances, and both enjoy and am uncomfortable with the sexual progression. I look at lesbian porn pictures, but nor really videos. I want to make love again with a woman.
We first showered together, to get to know each other, and run our hands all over while we lathered each other. We then went, still not dry, into the bedroom, she laid out a large towel and told me to lay on it, and she went down on me, while she was on her knees beside the bed. It was my first ever triggered orgasm by another woman.
We went out, mostly to places frequented by lesbians. She confessed to me that her 'husband' was really a fiction. That was for cover, she had been with a partner for a long time, but her partner did not want to get married. Her partner's pictures left a lot of confusion, she was all military and truthfully she looked like a man to me, except for the obvious.
My six weeks with her went by quickly, and I went home for the rest of the summer, before returning for my senior year. I could now say that I had in fact had sex with a woman, and more than just sex. I was more than ever convinced that I was in fact a lesbian.
During my last semester I was forced into sex with a guy and he got me pregnant. My response was immediate, run down and get an abortion. I wasn't able to do it myself, but even after going down to the clinic, which required a 24 hour cooling off period, I didn't go back the next day. After a lot of arguments with him, he said that he would take me on a couple of conditions. He was the man in the house, and I agreed to several children. It was easy to promise, hard to live up to it.
I'm 29 now, more than ever convinced that I am a lesbian, but I have three children. My husband doesn't want me to work, he keeps me home with the kids and the television. I watch lesbian romances on a streaming channel and picture myself with some young woman at the Trevi fountain in Rome. My kids take up a lot of my time, what between school and activities. I spend a lot of time talking to other mothers, we don't talk sex, we talk children, cooking and cleaning. I am not attracted to these mothers, who are in my opinion all straight.
In our neighborhood we have a family owned pizza parlor. The kids like it and my husband doesn't mind it, and I get to have a night off from cooking. There is a waitress there, her name is Carol, she is 'fine', long legs and a tight ass and wears a shirt that is buttoned so that she shows off her cleavage. I'm infatuated. But so are a lot of the men there. But I can fantasize and I masturbate when my kids are in school and day care. I've become a lot more interested in shaved pussy, I've seen a couple at the gym.
Well I have really only been with one woman, and she was a summer fling. But in my mind, when I masturbate, I only masturbate to women. And when I walk around the mall, I focus on women. I watch lesbian romances, and both enjoy and am uncomfortable with the sexual progression. I look at lesbian porn pictures, but nor really videos. I want to make love again with a woman.
