It's Like An Addiction, It Is An Addiction.

I spent several years in vice busting prostitutes. On one occasion in a hotel during a convention I observed a man in his forties making an arrangement with a man at the bar. The man at the bar left first, the bill was signed to his room. I staked out the room and the perp showed and went in. Came out a little later.

I had not up to that point paid attention to high end gay prostitution. And my career changed. Not because J wanted to bust these gay guys, because I was a gay guy who wanted to get to know one of these men.

In time I got to know Max, forty seven, day job maritime insurance, night time gay men at a motel. I was at the motel. He was inventive, made you feel alive. I met with him several times, expensive but worth it. Then I busted him. Got my money back, and let him off the hook.