Straight Female / 38
It Took A Long Time, And An Unintended Break In My State Of Mind
I turned 37 without ever having had sex. I never even had a kiss. It was one thing, then another, and I finished college at a baby college because my mother was sick. I met guys, especially after I went to work. But guys were married, or gay. I worked at the same place where I started after college and I had risen up the ladder some and was a manager in the accounting department. I had friends, a couple of also single women from church. I'm pretty sure they were virgins too. We were well on our way to be spinsters, old ladies, never fucked.
I moved into a new condo building, sold my old one and bought the new one. I was moving in, and there was a guy moving in downstairs. He said hello and offered if I needed help. I was ok, I was using a mover so I didn't need that kind of help. He was in medical sales, and he worked from home, except when he was out. He asked me to help with his plants and his cat.
I was in his bathroom, I had to pee. I sat down and saw this magazine beside the toilet on the floor and picked it up. It was a magazine with naked men. It was very obviously not new. But there were naked men, and I went through the magazine before putting it down and getting off the toilet. Now I knew what he never made a move on me. Like I said before, married or gay. This one was gay.
I was actually let down, and I flipped through the channels and couldn't focus on anything I wanted to watch. I was intrigued, curious, about that magazine and looked it up on the internet. It was not that old. I saw lots of magazines, and I saw lots of photos of naked men. If he could get off to naked men, so could I. I somehow had discovered how to get naked men porn. It was then that I mail ordered a cock for me. From a gay sight. Oh dear, holding that beauty in my hand, trying it on for size. If I was gay, I would like this toy. I'm sure it was easier for me to get it inside.
I became pretty good at watching gay porn. I had my toy, which I used while I cruised for naked men, thought about the fact that men took it up the ass. I tried, but no success. I had a vagina and I could get the whole thing inside.
One day, I decided I was going to get laid. I had heard of this wine bar where some of the clerical staff went to get picked up. I went a bit later, more around eight o'clock. At that time it was older men, some gay mind you, I could tell. But I did meet Alejandro there. An Argentinean man who had moved, he was small for a man, but he had testosterone smell. I let him put his hands all over me, and I offered to suck his dick. We went back to the men's room and I sucked him there. My first BJ. My first live cock. And he was hard. I offered him my pussy, I pulled up my dress and lowered my panties and told him he could have it, free, gratis, no strings attached. I got fucked in that men's bathroom around nine o'clock on a Wednesday night.
It's the straw that broke the camel's back. After that I was far more willing and put myself out there and let men take me with them. What ever was on their mind, and I didn't charge. Only once was I spanked across the ass. There was very little kissing and a lot of BJs and outright fucking. I didn't care, just get that dick up between my legs.
I am not recommending this behavior for younger women. All I'm saying is that if you want sex, you have to show you want sex. Suck a man off, take him down your throat, swallow his cum. Open your legs and let him fuck. Reality check, that's what you are there for. Not the other way around.
I moved into a new condo building, sold my old one and bought the new one. I was moving in, and there was a guy moving in downstairs. He said hello and offered if I needed help. I was ok, I was using a mover so I didn't need that kind of help. He was in medical sales, and he worked from home, except when he was out. He asked me to help with his plants and his cat.
I was in his bathroom, I had to pee. I sat down and saw this magazine beside the toilet on the floor and picked it up. It was a magazine with naked men. It was very obviously not new. But there were naked men, and I went through the magazine before putting it down and getting off the toilet. Now I knew what he never made a move on me. Like I said before, married or gay. This one was gay.
I was actually let down, and I flipped through the channels and couldn't focus on anything I wanted to watch. I was intrigued, curious, about that magazine and looked it up on the internet. It was not that old. I saw lots of magazines, and I saw lots of photos of naked men. If he could get off to naked men, so could I. I somehow had discovered how to get naked men porn. It was then that I mail ordered a cock for me. From a gay sight. Oh dear, holding that beauty in my hand, trying it on for size. If I was gay, I would like this toy. I'm sure it was easier for me to get it inside.
I became pretty good at watching gay porn. I had my toy, which I used while I cruised for naked men, thought about the fact that men took it up the ass. I tried, but no success. I had a vagina and I could get the whole thing inside.
One day, I decided I was going to get laid. I had heard of this wine bar where some of the clerical staff went to get picked up. I went a bit later, more around eight o'clock. At that time it was older men, some gay mind you, I could tell. But I did meet Alejandro there. An Argentinean man who had moved, he was small for a man, but he had testosterone smell. I let him put his hands all over me, and I offered to suck his dick. We went back to the men's room and I sucked him there. My first BJ. My first live cock. And he was hard. I offered him my pussy, I pulled up my dress and lowered my panties and told him he could have it, free, gratis, no strings attached. I got fucked in that men's bathroom around nine o'clock on a Wednesday night.
It's the straw that broke the camel's back. After that I was far more willing and put myself out there and let men take me with them. What ever was on their mind, and I didn't charge. Only once was I spanked across the ass. There was very little kissing and a lot of BJs and outright fucking. I didn't care, just get that dick up between my legs.
I am not recommending this behavior for younger women. All I'm saying is that if you want sex, you have to show you want sex. Suck a man off, take him down your throat, swallow his cum. Open your legs and let him fuck. Reality check, that's what you are there for. Not the other way around.
