Sadistic Masturbation

My first such experience happened when I was barely eighteen, and looked a lot younger...don't remember the origin, but I seem to always have been obsessed with being kept in what they call a 'bondage-bag' these days, and ' wanked to death' as it is often termed...this obsession has only grown over time, and is now a full addiction...women are not interested in such "perversions" but many males, mainly older, enjoy having absolute power and total control over what they termed a "pretty boy", and I was pleasantly surprised just how much cruelty went along with all this...there was a cheap and nasty contact booklet available then, where all kinds of pretty strange ads were accepted, and I met my first dominant partner there...

He was in his forties, it seemed, and with the overuse of the "little blue tabs" he was endlessly horny, and only too happy to shove me into a 'mummy-bag' sleeping-bag, pull the drawcords tight round my neck, with several winds which shrank the "hood" part down until only my mouth was exposed...that opening was then filled completely with hot hard flesh, also introducing me to what they call "breathplay" which ensures absolute obedience and mindless compliance with any command, on penalty of slow suffocation, which oddly enough increased my arousal to addictive levels!

Long experience with that, led to even more addictive fever for similar confinement, but in rubber or rubber-coated fabric...which now rules my life, and leads to me looking for someone or more than one, even, to make me a sex-slave for the rest of my life! Any age, gender, weight, appearance or ethnic origin is fine, and I can accomodate or visit...he-she-or they mustn't let me die, but wishing for death as the only escape from bags as I have described, would be okay... more than okay really...

Now look for all the "remove this" votes from wimps and wusses who should just get the f...off this site, and leave us true "perv's" to it...