Crave It

Have had this ongoing fetish for many years. Getting harder to resist it. Stems from an experience when I was a horny young guy and always up for trying anything new sexually.
So it began with sixty nine and I loved being on the bottom and being fed whatever my gf wanted me to eat. She discovered how good it felt to have my hot wet tongue digging into her dirty little butthole and wanted it more and more. She wanted it deeper and so did I. Then one time I was digging my tongue deep up her hole when I felt she wasn't empty and that was a revelation. I almost came without touching my dick but actually she had been sucking me and when I got so excited to be tasting her fudge I shot a huge load of sperm down her throat.
I love eating pussy but the taboo nature of eating a girl's asshole and tasting her dirty hole makes me hard even as I'm writing this. I'm afraid one day I will hook up with a girl who's as freaky as me and she will feed me good and proper.