Bi-Sexual Male / 23
I Miss My FwB
This is pathetic, but I'm up at 4am contemplating whether I did the right thing or not. Of course I did, I'm with a girl who makes me feel amazing every day, and makes me feel so loved, but I feel like I ended things with my FWB too abruptly. He was this feminine guy, kind of taller than me, but super cute. We never went into a relationship, depsite how badly I wanted to, and so did his mom, he wanted to stay FWB. Really sucked.
Although, I can't help but reminisce on all the sexy times we had. I came round his house one time to stay a night, my mom was under the impression that I booked a hotel, instead I went to a guys house to have dirty fetish sex, where we basically worshipped each other's feet, touched cocks, tied each other up, and sucked each other off. Sounds so silly to throw away a good relationship just for one guy I had a fling with, which is why I would never do it, but I would give anything to be able to be at his feet again, being his little sub. Regardless of how much he would tell me he's bad at being a dominant, I didn't think so, I actually loved being at his mercy and being told what to do by him. And the fact he was bigger, taller, had a longer cock, and bigger feet than me, made it all the more enjoyable. I just miss it. I don't know what else to say.
Even if there was no romance to him, I still remember how nice it was to walk down his town's beach every now and then and talk about each others interests.
Miss you man.
Although, I can't help but reminisce on all the sexy times we had. I came round his house one time to stay a night, my mom was under the impression that I booked a hotel, instead I went to a guys house to have dirty fetish sex, where we basically worshipped each other's feet, touched cocks, tied each other up, and sucked each other off. Sounds so silly to throw away a good relationship just for one guy I had a fling with, which is why I would never do it, but I would give anything to be able to be at his feet again, being his little sub. Regardless of how much he would tell me he's bad at being a dominant, I didn't think so, I actually loved being at his mercy and being told what to do by him. And the fact he was bigger, taller, had a longer cock, and bigger feet than me, made it all the more enjoyable. I just miss it. I don't know what else to say.
Even if there was no romance to him, I still remember how nice it was to walk down his town's beach every now and then and talk about each others interests.
Miss you man.
