Virginity Lost

I lost my virginity at 6, to an 8 or 9 year old girl.

We were in a large empty coal bunker (no longer used) behind our council flats. It was a rough neighbourhood, and they were pulled down around 5 years later.

She lifted her skirt so I could get a good look, as we'd done before, and then when I took down my trousers for her to see she grabbed my penis and rubbed it until it was hard.

I remember saying "let's just look at each other's willy and fanny" - oh so innocent! But she said there was something better we could do, and we'd looked at each other many times already.

She lay me down and then got on top of me and wiggled a bit, I remember my penis being made wet by her outer lips and wondering if she was "weeing", but I'm sure she wasn't really wet, probably a natural healthy dampness, it was just a surprise to me because I didn't know girls got wet, and previously when we'd touched each other that didn't happen. I'd already seen a couple of other "fannys" but they all looked perfectly dry.

Then she jiggled into a different position and suddenly I was inside. I recall a complete shock because I hadn't a clue there was an "inside"! We moved about a bit, my body knew instinctively to do a bit of thrusting, and I climaxed (dry, obviously). She kept going and put her hand between her legs, she must have been rubbing one out.

I remember her asking if I liked it but I don't think I got to reply because then her older sister was with us and shouting at her, and she jumped off me and pulled her knickers up. I tried my best to cover myself as I pulled my trousers up but the sister wasn't looking at me, she wasn't annoyed at me!

Then we were taken to my mother (her parents were out) and I really don't remember anything about the telling off that I must have got.

I don't remember us ever doing that again but we did get to look at each other often, and close up, and she certainly gave me a couple of hand jobs at some point and I fumbled around with her until she showed me what to do.

Looking back, I think she must have been abused, because to know what to do at that age isn't right, surely?