Memories

I was 14 the neighbor was 17 and we had summers alone. We had always been friends we had known each other for a few years. We moved in after they did. Reason I’m bringing this up now is last Christmas I accidentally let 2 guys from another branch luckily another city do things with me. One thing lead to another booze played a role of course my husband who was supposed to attend had gotten a room so we could sown the night together. Unfortunately he got the worst car of food poisoning ever and couldn’t make it. He slept the day away and insisted I have a good time and use the room instead of drinking and driving and risk being pulled over. He meant I’m sure to be alone. I’m ok looking for 2 kids a little thick big tits first thing people always look at. I have a nice ass but the tits is what men consecrate on. So yes this cute younger guy form another branch chatted me up soon after his friend did as well. Not together and. It so obvious they sat with me but did. It see clingy making it comfortable. Thinking ok just being nice. Towards the end of the night and falter a few drinks I was feeling good not drunk but good. A few texts and some pics to my husband who stopped replying because he had probably fallen asleep. A few shots that no one else saw me do courtesy of my new friend and his friend. I head to my room as people start to leave I though I slipped out at the elevator it opens I get in and so does my friend. We chat and chat next thing I knew I was on all 4s getting licked tongue fucked. It felt amazing I love getting licked. He stoped for a moment told me to wiggle my ass so I did and then continued to tongue me more aggressively now. Bit my lips and pulled making me jolt. It hurt but in a good way my ways clinched I then start to suck him. I’m sucking harder and harder then it hit me I’m sucking him off he is in front of me who’s licking me as it popped into my head I feel a rather large head part my lips and I’m stretched realizing that a huge cock that pushing into me. Suck it babe we are having fun tonight I looked up it was my new friend then I see his friend I almost said stop but it came out like fuck don’t stop hammer it. I was fucked a few times by these 2 they left me on my bed in my dress which I ended up throwing away. I know they took pictures and videos none have surfaced they have reached out I blocked there numbers. Think they got the hint left me alone after a while. Husband never found out. See I let this happen to me when I was 14 with my neighbor and his friend. There’s was 3 of them that made em feel special and did this to me. I thought that part of my life was gone but it woke something up. Sex with my husband is amazing but I wish he would maybe maybe include some toys. I bring it up and I show him porn and tell him can we get that with toys. He says yes something we can try and when I tell him let’s go see or can I order something a toy he says we will talk about it. I’m trying so hard and when I think about the 2 that did that to me and made me cum like that makes me want to call and agree to meet them. Has any woman had this happen before and have it awoken up again ?