I'm Such A Slut

I'm generally a normal person. Raised religious, decent family. College, job, all that. Some relationships, but none that ever really lasted because honestly I'm an introvert and prefer being left to myself.

However, every so often I go full slut. I don't know how else to say it. I think it's tied to my monthly cycle. About once a month for about a week I start craving sex. It's like I can literally feel a hole inside myself that needs filling. Sometimes I do dumb things to fix it.

I currently have a few friends with benefits. Every one of them is older and married. Respectable men who value cleanliness and discretion. This weekend I've been in heat, would be another way to describe it. It's Monday now and I think about everything I did during the past two days and I feel like such a whore. I don't think I want to be a whore, but there it is.

This weekend my door was a revolving door. I had sex with fourteen different men. Three of then were literally one right after the other. Five of them I swallowed their loads as they fucked my face. Two of them blew their loads in my ass. For the rest of them, every single one came in my pussy.

I feel like a whore, but I want more. Two of them are coming by tonight again. I still have so much cum in me that I'm wearing a pad because every so often some leaks out. And I want more.

I know this will go on for the rest of the week. Sometimes at work I fantasize about having sex with coworkers. Every day is an endurance until I can go home and meet up with one or more of my friends.

I feel like an awful person. I could break up marriages. I don't want to do that, I just really want lots of no strings attached sex.