I Found Out I Was Gay

It goes back to when I started mowing lawns. My clients were neighbors, I pulled my mower behind my bike, I got paid ten dollars. A couple of streets over was a man who asked me to mow his lawn. He was a clockmaker, repaired wall clocks, bomb timers, other secret stuff.

He asked me to do his lawn early in the morning. He paid me leaving an envelope taped to the door. One day envelope had a magazine page along with the money. The magazine page had a picture of a man naked. Same the following week, and the next week. Then the man had an erection. He spoke to me the following week, tossed my hair. He handed me the magazine from which the pages were torn.

That's how we became friends, and shared his magazines. When he invited me in, he was wearing only a T Shirt, no underwear. He sat across from me. His penis totally visible. When he asked me to come over to him I went, and discovered I was gay.