Step-Mom

My dad divorced my mom when I was two and married another woman named Joan. She was beautiful and talented and try as she might tried to teach me piano. I spent every summer holidays with her and dad. Sadly my father passed from cancer when I was twelve. Joan asked my mother to let me continue my summer visits being she had no children of her own, my mother understood and so it was. I enjoyed our connection and our one on one. My mother remarried and had three kids with my stepdad. Joan had great affection for me being that I look very much like my father. Puberty was very hard for me. I fantasized about girls all the time but my want and need was to eat out pussy. I felt like a freak because although I wanted to, my mind felt it to be sick. Why would I want to put my mouth where a woman pees? Gross was my other thought. I was feeling terrible shame. Sex ed wasn’t as I understand it to be today and of course we had no internet. So I was alone on my sick thoughts. While with Joan I saw a couple pairs of pantyhose laying on the end of her bed. I felt them and smelled the crotch. I absolutely loved what I was smelling and became erect and would have masturbated but wasn’t brave enough. I began hoping to find her underwear in the hamper downstairs. There were many and I took the most used pair and stashed them under my pillow, masturbating to them. I smelled them and put the crotch of them in my mouth. Again, very excited and shame after cumming was strong. I wasn’t caught until 15. I was in my bedroom masturbating on my bed laying on my back with her panties on my face, when she did a quick knock and opened the door. We were both terrified. She quickly shut the door and I did not want to come out of the room for hours. I literally balled my eyes out. After about 3 hours she knocked on the door and asked if she could come in. I reluctantly said yes. She sat on my bed and comforted me. I just broke down in tears again. She held my head tight to her breasts until I calmed down. She asked me how long had I been doing this with her panties and told me I should not feel shame. I told her of my wants sexually and how I felt I was mentally ill. She told me that men joke all the time about smelling panties and bicycle seats and such. I felt some weight coming off my shoulders. She also told me that oral sex, was natural. She then talked about sex and a healthy sex life includes oral both ways. She told me I came by it naturally because my father loved eating her pussy. This kind of talk had me fully erect and she took note of it. She touched my bulging jeans again hugged me close and had me lay beside her. Her hands holding me to her breasts. My face in her breasts did nothing to bring down my boner. She ran her fingers through my hair and asked it I wanted her to leave me her used underwear in the mornings. I said yes please. She then kissed me a peck on my lips and left. Two mornings later she was in the kitchen with her nightie on which was the norm. After breakfast she followed me into my bedroom and said, “As promised” as she reached under her nightie and took her panties down and off. She handed them to me and kissed me much longer than the last time. My erection in my pjs very obvious. She left my room saying, “get to work.” My best masturbation session ever. She looked so sexy taking them off. I wanted to eat her pussy so bad. Each morning was the same dance. She would take them off in front of me a kiss and leave. One morning after a couple of weeks of this, I was sitting on the edge of my bed, she came in slid her panties down and off but instead of standing up as I always had done, I stayed sitting. She approached me, put my face in her hands gave me a long passionate kiss, her tongue entering my mouth and just kept kissing. She took my right hand and put it under her night shirt and on her pussy. I had no idea what to do with my hands. She asked, “Do you want to eat my pussy Teddy?” Yes! Was my response. She took off her gown nude before me, put my face to her beautiful tits and said suck on my nipples. She softly moaned as my inexperienced hand fumbled on he pussy and my mouth suckled her nipples. She laid me on my back, pulled my pjs down and off and put her mouth to my cock. It was incredible. She then stopped and moved up straddling my face and instructed me on how to lick her, as she said, “to Heaven.” The wetness and smell was so fucking fantastic. I did exactly as she said until she orgasmed. She then slipped me into her very wet self and within two minutes, if that, I blew my load. The rest of that summer and every summer was such a great time until I got married to my current wife at 21. Joan passed away when I was 50 some 30 years ago. A wonderful woman. We were close to the end. She was a wonderful step grandmother to our daughters. What happened between us stayed that way until now. I hope to see her in Heaven.