I'm a really fucked up person, I cant help the feelings I have and they make me sick, Yet, I cant stop feeling them. It scares me to think I may actually act upon these feelings on day and completely fuck up someones life. I have been feeling them since i was 15. I am 21 now.

I need help. But I know no one will help me, want to help me, or even try and understand.

I will never be able to live a normal happy life, so guess there is only one option now...

Sooner the better eh?