I'm a 35 year-old mother of a 15 year-old boy, Corey. About two weeks ago, I was cleaning his room and found a videotape hidden behind his desk. My curiosity got the best of me and I watched the tape.

The entire two-hour video were scenes of my son having sex with his girlfriend, Nora, who is only 14. The filming was done by what sounds like another girl. I knew that they were old enough to be experimental, but some of the things they were doing were unbelievable.

It started off with Corey, completely nude and sitting on the edge of his bed masturbating. He was stroking slowly with his left hand and squeezing his scrotum with his right. I was amazed at the size of his penis. Then, a naked Nora entered the frame and got to her knees in front of him. She stroked his penis with her hand as she licked his balls and crotch. Then she went down on him and rubbed her pussy until he came in her mouth.

As that scene ended, I realized I was masturbating. During the next scene, at the part where Corey ejaculates on Nora's face and chest, I had the strongest orgasm of my life. I watched the reat of the tape and returned it.

I don't have any idea what to do about this situation. I'm so conflicted between beong a good mother and the intense arousal of watching my son having sex on film.