Giving Into Temptation, I've Been Wanting To For A Long Time

This is the day I changed loyalties. I was installing a water pump on a rural property and the old man who owned the property was supervising. As I was finishing up, the old man unzipped and took out his cock and peed into the dirt in front of me. He held his cock in his hand and looked at me. "Suck me and I'll pay extra". I didn't ask how much. It was the moment, the place, the old man, his cock and me. I sucked him the best way I could think of and he jerked on his cock and when he came it was pitiful. But I did my part, and swallowed what he had given me.

Reaching retirement age, I finally gave in to my inner feelings. A lifetime of putting up with my wife, and before her my mother, I felt I needed to do what I wanted. And sucking cock was one of those things I wanted.

I remember clearly being in school in the showers and Coach Atkins in there with us, I wanted to suck his cock then. Even as a school kid. And later, when I went through the Army, all those men, all those cocks, and I had to maintain control. When I went to work for the pump company I was 23 years old and I went on field installations and now and then my partner would zip down and pee in the dirt, and I wanted to suck him.

So sucking the old man that afternoon wasn't a new feeling. Giving into it was new. And I'm glad I did. Sucking cock isn't for everyone, but it's for me. It makes me feel liberated. I met Gus who works at the tire store, Gus is my age. I suck Gus and we get down and dirty in his apartment. Being naked with a man is far better than any woman I've been with. I want a man to rub against me, feel his cock up against my leg, feel his beard scratching my face when he kisses me. I only wish I had given in a lot earlier, and not when I have a hard time keeping my cock up.

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