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My Family
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Lesbian Female / 32
I Settled, And Married My Cousin
I'm in my early thirties, a stay at home mom with two toddlers. Once upon a time, a long time ago, my mother walked in on me with a girlfriend from school, and I had my face between her legs. After kicking out my friend, and grounding me forever, I was sent to a counselor. After a few sessions she reported to my parents, that I was most probably, homosexual. I was a lesbian.
Dying in a fire would have been easier on my mother. Most girls, I'm sure, didn't have their mother pushing them to have sex in high school. I didn't have sex until I was in college, and it was with another girl who was also homosexual. In college I experimented, tried anything and everything, but realized that I didn't want to be part of the college lesbian community. Dykes, and girls like dykes, were a big turnoff. I was more into the English Lit girl, with long hair and small hands, who liked being kissed. It didn't cross my mind, I was the dyke.
Time passed, ten years. I had more than one one girlfriend, breaking up was very hard on me, but for some reason these relationships just went cold. We are still friends, very close friends, but the spark is not there. Anyway, my cousin, comes home from living overseas. He has had so many women he can't keep count. But these are women to have fun with, not to marry. So we are sitting around, me lonely and single, and he wants the family thing, so why not marry me? What an idea? Marry his lesbian cousin.
Unbelievably my mother was all for it. His family is for it, to get him to concentrate on a homespun girl, and not some money grubbing local girl who nobody knows anything about. And anyway, for kids he needs a like type Nordic girl, right? Just don't ask me if I want to have children, it's what he wants that matters.
Like I said, he had a lot experience with girls. In one hole, and out the other. Break me in good, so that I have him fixed on my brain permanently. You call it bonding, I call it male sexual dominance. There is a difference. Except that male sexual dominance is real.
The real way to break a girl in is to get her pregnant. That's the one thing that a girl can't shake. The man that gets her pregnant. And two babies, she is not going anywhere. Maybe not sucking dick yet, but she is cooking. I have two toddlers. With my cousin. And he is now assigned to the home office. And my babies are very much Nordic. Or to put it the way my mother says it, I make good kids, keep up the good work, it's my life's vocation.
But to go back to my roots, I have this deep crush on the pizza girl at the neighborhood pizza parlor. She's seventeen and can't wait to go to college. She likes this baseball guy, and they are both going away to the same college. I guess if one lesbian can get married, another one can too. I'm assuming she's a lesbian. The crush is real.
Dying in a fire would have been easier on my mother. Most girls, I'm sure, didn't have their mother pushing them to have sex in high school. I didn't have sex until I was in college, and it was with another girl who was also homosexual. In college I experimented, tried anything and everything, but realized that I didn't want to be part of the college lesbian community. Dykes, and girls like dykes, were a big turnoff. I was more into the English Lit girl, with long hair and small hands, who liked being kissed. It didn't cross my mind, I was the dyke.
Time passed, ten years. I had more than one one girlfriend, breaking up was very hard on me, but for some reason these relationships just went cold. We are still friends, very close friends, but the spark is not there. Anyway, my cousin, comes home from living overseas. He has had so many women he can't keep count. But these are women to have fun with, not to marry. So we are sitting around, me lonely and single, and he wants the family thing, so why not marry me? What an idea? Marry his lesbian cousin.
Unbelievably my mother was all for it. His family is for it, to get him to concentrate on a homespun girl, and not some money grubbing local girl who nobody knows anything about. And anyway, for kids he needs a like type Nordic girl, right? Just don't ask me if I want to have children, it's what he wants that matters.
Like I said, he had a lot experience with girls. In one hole, and out the other. Break me in good, so that I have him fixed on my brain permanently. You call it bonding, I call it male sexual dominance. There is a difference. Except that male sexual dominance is real.
The real way to break a girl in is to get her pregnant. That's the one thing that a girl can't shake. The man that gets her pregnant. And two babies, she is not going anywhere. Maybe not sucking dick yet, but she is cooking. I have two toddlers. With my cousin. And he is now assigned to the home office. And my babies are very much Nordic. Or to put it the way my mother says it, I make good kids, keep up the good work, it's my life's vocation.
But to go back to my roots, I have this deep crush on the pizza girl at the neighborhood pizza parlor. She's seventeen and can't wait to go to college. She likes this baseball guy, and they are both going away to the same college. I guess if one lesbian can get married, another one can too. I'm assuming she's a lesbian. The crush is real.
