My First Time, God I Remember It Like If It Was Yesterday

I am going to confess that my 'first time' was scary. I was in a room with a man and he wanted me to show him my 'cock'. 'Come on, let me see your cock'. He was laying on his bed in his dirty briefs holding his dick in his hand. I guess I could have bolted for the door. I let my pants down to my ankles and stood there with my 'cock' and he said that wasn't much of nothing and he called me over so he could suck my cock. He sat on the edge of the bed and he sucked me while I got out of my pants and then kicked off my shoes. I was bare assed and he had both hands on my ass while he sucked me. He told me to get my shirt off and he ran his hands up my chest while he kept sucking my dick. I was so hard it hurt.

"Now turn around and bend over", and he put his mouth up to my ass and licked me there. "I like that" is what he said when he told me to suck him off. I had to lay down on the bed with him and while I sucked his 'cock' he ran his hands through my hair. "Good boy", I held his cock with my hand. He got up and left me on the bed and got this stuff in his hand and came back and told me to lay down face down and he rubbed that stuff up my butt crack. He pulled up my hips and got behind me to lick me some more. He liked licking the honey out of my ass, before running his cock up my ass.

It hurt, well maybe, it felt good. I 'wanted' it real bad, he could tell. Flat on the bed he went to work on me until he came, "there you are, locked and loaded". And with that he pulled me around to hug me tight before kissing me. A "good boy, not a real dick though, but a sweet ass".