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Men Only
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Bi-Sexual Male / 60
After A Lifetime I'm Searching For A Man
In my youth I engaged in male sex with another boy in school, and later a teacher in high school. I bottomed both times and frankly I enjoy that role.
I have had many gay friends over the last many years, but none that gave me the feeling that I wanted to join. I resorted to masturbation. Now I have a guy friend, he's a bit younger, maybe 55 who works with me. He is gay. We went to dinner once and a drink another time. We walked out of the bar with his arm around my shoulder. We came close to kissing but stopped short. I know it's me, I pull back.
All my life I've been the submissive role. I am not into some A type personality, gym and body image. My type is a man who works with his hands, older like me, with a man's figure, body hair. I make friends with men like that. This man at work is this type, heavy now, played football in high school and college. I feel that he is the one to top, which is what I am looking for. I have never seen myself in that role.
But I admit I'm not young. I really would love to kiss with a man, hold a man's penis in my hand, spend time giving him oral sex, and when it comes to sex, I only see myself face down in a prone position and the man on top. I want to 'get fucked'.
I joined a gay dating site for older men and have met a couple of men that way, but the chemistry was way off. One is a University professor and the other man is a manager for a pool company. What more can I say, I don't want to miss out before I die.
I have had many gay friends over the last many years, but none that gave me the feeling that I wanted to join. I resorted to masturbation. Now I have a guy friend, he's a bit younger, maybe 55 who works with me. He is gay. We went to dinner once and a drink another time. We walked out of the bar with his arm around my shoulder. We came close to kissing but stopped short. I know it's me, I pull back.
All my life I've been the submissive role. I am not into some A type personality, gym and body image. My type is a man who works with his hands, older like me, with a man's figure, body hair. I make friends with men like that. This man at work is this type, heavy now, played football in high school and college. I feel that he is the one to top, which is what I am looking for. I have never seen myself in that role.
But I admit I'm not young. I really would love to kiss with a man, hold a man's penis in my hand, spend time giving him oral sex, and when it comes to sex, I only see myself face down in a prone position and the man on top. I want to 'get fucked'.
I joined a gay dating site for older men and have met a couple of men that way, but the chemistry was way off. One is a University professor and the other man is a manager for a pool company. What more can I say, I don't want to miss out before I die.
