My Very First Time

My very first lesbian experience was with an adult female while I was still a preteen. It felt so totally natural to me and I enjoyed all of it so much that it was emotionally easy for me to continue our secret relationship though at times it was very challenging as we both were very aware of the consequences of discovery. We navigated into my early teens when she had to move out of state because of her job. I was devastated but muddled through it.
Eventually I did come out to my family after collage, where I had met and fell in love with whom I am with currently. However, I did not mention any of my childhood activities to my family or current partner, for obvious reasons.