He Has Wanted Me For A Long Time, How He Had Me

I'm now staying with my boss. I got into an accident and my car is in the shop and he agreed to pick me up and drive me home. We drove back to his house. He had me sleep with him. He had sex with me, with full ejaculation. I'm not on any form of birth control. I know that was a mistake now, but at the time we were kidding around. Now I'm fully loaded and women in my family tend to be very fertile.

Two things. I have been in and out of female relationships since college. They never work. I started hanging onto my boss and now this. Second, I am not financially independent and this car accident deductible is going to break me. I have asked him for money before, when my last girlfriend walked out. He gave me money but told me it was the last bailout. I had to stand on my own, and I had to stop playing around with some girl. I can't make rent, I don't have a roommate. So that is the big reason why he brought me home with him. Woman duties in return for rent money. He is moving me out of my apartment.

I did not think woman duties would get me in bed with him. He is taking me out to eat, but he expects me to do the cooking from now on. OK, I'll say it, he told me that he didn't care if I got pregnant, a baby will make me grow up, so he went ahead and finished inside me. The way he looked at me gave me chills. He is really upset and disappointed with me.

I know about all the options, but none of them will be allowed by him. He wants me this way, I know it. Now he has me and I know I'm not leaving. I know it, I might as well be married.