Trying To Hold It

In bed cozy and warm. I’m tired and I don’t want to get up. I’m getting uncomfortable because I have to piss so bad, but I’ll be cold if I get up.
Fuck I want to feel my hot piss soak up my pjs and blankets. I want to piss on my pillow and ride it hard. Stick my face in it.
I don’t want to make a mess, but the more my pussy throbs the more I want it.
Maybe I’ll settle for a few squirts and a taste of my fingers until I cum. I don’t want my boyfriend to find me passed out in piss again, he’ll get mad and make me clean it all up while I’m so cold :(
Mmm I’m so fucking wet and dirty