ok well, me and my boyfriend hav been going out for two years, and for the last maybe 8 months, its been crap, jus arguing and jealousness all the time. i cheated on him with an old friend. i kissed the guy, but now i think i hav feelings for him but i dunno if theyr feelings jus for freedom or him, this is so unlike me its silly. and i dont know what to do. i love my boyfriend, but im not in love with him. and if we broke up, id have no friends. like none. i dunno. i feel so lost. and i feel so unlike me. iv never ever contemplated kissing someone else before. and now look wats happened.