I have a confession to make and i hate that im even admitting this on this anonymous website. I was best friends with this girl for like, 4 years. Well, she is such a whore, that after having an argument with me one day, she decides to just leave town with some guy that she hadnt even ever met online, he just sent her a plane ticket and she left without even telling me. She finally called me like, 2 weeks after leaving and acted like nothing had happend. She's been gone a little over a year now, but i still cant get over being "dumped". I'm kinda obsessed with her. I tell all my friends that i hate her when they bring her up, but i think about her all the time. I've even gone as far as telling people that my hair is naturally red just because her's really is naturally red. i hate her for everything, and at the same time, i love her. im a straight girl, with a boyfriend of almost 5 years, so im not in love with her or anything, i just cant get over her. i hate her, yet, i want to be her at the same time. im really fucked up.