I have this thing for an old friend of mine. She knows that I find her very attractive since I told her the matter openly. The problem was that I told her the truth a bit too late, when we were years of good friends. She enjoys our friendship and dismissed the idea of a relationship - frankly speaking, I too know that it wouldn't work.

Years passed, we're still good friends but see each other less often, and I have a girlfriend whom I adore and want to spend my life together.

The other night, I went to some other friend's house to have a few drinks together. My girlfriend knew that I was going there and we both knew that no harm was to be done. After a wildly random chain of events though, the scene is as such:

My old "friend" arrived and is lying on the couch. Everyone else is asleep. I'm sucking and licking her toes and feet whilst caressing her legs and butt. I want to fuck her brains out but she finally manages to stop me and convince that it would destroy everything. I finally come to senses, and leave.

I still love my girlfriend, no question. I also know that I will never be able to hold myself back when the other girl is somewhere near me. Hopefully, she is more sensible.