i am a 65 year old married man. i began camming online and am addicted to the flattery from both men and women when they see my genitals. wow is the usual first word response followed by big, i love it and find i get even harder and bigger. at my age it is very exciting to know i am turning someone else on. i recently met with a black woman who is married, we had sex in a motel and she wants more, she literally worships my manhood, i love it but i also have guilt, i have also let my urologist(a man)give me a blowjob, like i said i have guilt but want more because it is so exciting to be wanted at my age.