i had sex with my ex-bf a week ago, who got married about 6 months ago. it wasn't his choice to get married and i was so devastated losing him.

i feel sorry for his wife. she's back home while he's studying here. he says he doesn't like her. i feel like i deserve to be with him. he was my first bf....my first everything. i'm waiting for him to come back from vacation to be with him again.....i know nothing can come out of it, but i wanna spend the last 6 months with him before he goes back home and i may never see him again.

i do feel guilty about cheating on my bf. he's been in love with me for nearly 5 years and we finally got together over the summer. i don't know if i want to be with him or not and i'm afraid to tell him. he said he tried to kill himself a few times over his last gf....