You let me take nude photographs of you for my Photography class. It was a mutual agreement and we have remained friends since. I made a larger than life print out of one of the photographs and have kept it in my closet. After a month of controlling my urges, I finally masturbated to it. I am so sorry for violating you, even if you don't know it. I need to tell you, but I'm afraid you'll be all too okay with it. Maybe even be interested in me. Then my guilt will have been for nothing. If only you didn't have such a beautiful body.