I'm so determined to make it in online sales and business but I'm down to the last straw, if I don’t make any money on this one I'm going to forget my dream forever. It's so low and disgusting, at least to me that I can't even believe I'm doing it. It's almost like I'm selling myself in a dirty way. I started a video log of my feces on youtube. Oh wow, that's pretty low huh? If I can't make an honest living, I may have to turn to crime but I don't want to. I just don't know what to do to make it, I have tried everything. Now I'm in the toilet, literally.