When I was in high school I was a high functioning druggie.

I took xanax or valium to get through the day, adderall to focus, and vicodin or oxycodone to chill out.

No one ever noticed that I was normally high. Never got in trouble, never went to rehab, I just stopped when I started college.

Now, I am in my third year of college doing well, getting good grades all of that. But I want to get high so bad, but all of my contacts and dealers are either in rehab, jail, graveyard, or got clean.