Lets start out I'm talking to a girl I do really like but I don't know I can't put a title on it and to make things worse the girl may be pregnant after everything I do in my entire life never having unprotected sex the fucking condom breaks so that ok though right she's on the pill too yeah well she had just started taking the pill later plus all the cold medicine and shit like that she's taking then we add that we think that it would be in the time where she would be ovulating so safe sex plus the pill = kid that math blows so un wanted pregnancy happens to a lot of people what makes us so special. Well we both work for the same company and that company is closing down our site in a month nether one of us have our own place we both live with family and can barely make ends meet as it is .this plus a million more things but the most important thing the thing that bothers me most is that inside I really just want to beg her practically grovel at her feet please please if its positive get an abortion it was so hard to even type that word but that's all I can think about. I feel like a coward I have no respect for my self any more.