im very confused lately - ive got a bit of a thing for futa hentai which is fine but lately ive been having these dreams where im being raped by one (usually blonde with smallish tits and a huge cock) when i wake up im not disgusted at the rape and the idea of it im exited (standing fully to attention) its becoming a problem now for two reasons - the futa are sometimes girls i know (obv with cocks) and my need to be raped is bleeding into my daytime thoughts more and more (i wrote a rape fantasy story on my ipod touch the other day while i was on the bus for fucks sake) i just want to be debased, used and beaten about in the worst ways made to swallow cock and take it up the arse over and over (not by a guy) im pretty straight (ive only ever been with girls and the idea of being with a guy irl really disgusts me) arg im frustrated after writing this now 0_0