My boyfriend and I have been together for a long time, our relationship hasn't always been perfect but as far as I know I think what I did was worse. I got drunk on vacation at my cousins house like pass out puking drunk, and when I was concious this guy was pulling me onto the couch, i thought he was just being nice but when he started to touch my legs I knew his intentions were different. I was still pretty wasted, I had had 11 shots of various liquors, and some 420. He was cute, he was funny, and I was on vacation so I just went with it. I kissed him, he tried to get me to touch him I said no, He tried to kiss my boobs I wouldn't let him. I just wanted to drunkinly kiss. However, when I began to sober up I started feeling guilty so i just went to sleep. The guy is jewish, and on my boyfriend who has no idea works with jewish people, and whenver someone says jew which is often i feel a wave of guilt. my boyfriend and my relationship has improved..but i sitll haven't told him and it' eating me up.
