Back in the 70's when I was in elementary school, no one really worried about child molesters. When I was 8 back in '74 I met Harry (thats what he said to call him) in a park and he gave me my first blowjob and first orgasm. He showed me where he lived and I began visiting three or four times a week for sex for the next six years.

There were at any time anywhere from one to four other boys and a few girls. Harry's daughter Crystal was there too, she was a couple of years younger than me, but we never saw a wife. We were like a secret club. Harry was a weird molester - he sucked guys but only got off with girls, but he encouraged guys to do things with girls and each other. My first girl was Crystal. I was one of four guys who did her that day not counting her dad who she sucked off. I met my first girlfriend at Harry's when I was 10 and we were together three years.

I don't feel messed up and never had any relationship problems. Sexually I tend to be a bit more willing to experiment. I'm not bi but I don't mind dabbling. And I do not have any molester or rape urges.

I did get in touch with Crystal back in '08 online. She's in sex addiction treatment, but she says she has not problems from her childhood activities except compulsive fucking.