i'm quite torn between staying with my "fiance" (no ring, 'engaged' for 2+ years now) and taking the chance of a lifetime with a new town, new job, and possibly, a new beau. i've had feelings for the 'other' for longer than i've known my "fiance", and the circumstances make no sense whatsoever. long story short, the other guy moved away, but not before we slept together a couple times (and he let me stay with him when i really needed it, and when he could have gotten in some trouble from the people he was living with). i don't know if it's wrong or right, but i'd drop everything tomorrow- my job, "fiance", home, you name it- and move to be with him (across the country) if he asked me to.

and i don't think he feels as strongly as i do...