my previous boyfriend told some of his mates that we'd had sex even though i told him not to, that's why we broke up. however, the sex we had was amazing. at the time, my new bf was just a friend, and he always believed my side of the story: that the other guy was lying and i was still a virgin. then we started going out. problem is, a few days later he left to go to turkey for a week and i ended up fucking my previous boyfriend because neither of us could get over the other until we did. the plan didn't work, and we both still wanted it again. so, when nobody's around we kiss and make out. we've had sex since then as well. my boyfriend still believes i am innocent. yet i can't bring myself to dump him. i'm also still in love with this guy i've loved for around a year or so and i can't help but to want him as well. i wouldn't though. i can't stand the thought of losing him.