So I've noticed that a good majority of these stories and in "And I don't think he/she feels as strongly..."

This is comforting, because it's good to know I'm not the only one...

Okay here is my story.

I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years and we are very happy together. I love him with all of my heart I really do. However, for the past few months I have had a, fling I guess you could call it, with a guy from work. Who also happens to be my boss.. He has a live in girlfriend and a kid. We were friends who were openly attracted to each other, but me always being perfectly innocent and faithful and knowing how much I love my boyfriend, I never, ever expected it to go anywhere. Then one night he came over, and we didn't have sex, but it definitely got a little hot.. Then for safety's sake we stopped for a while.

Recently he came by for a quick booty call and it was right back out the door to be forgotten again. I wish I felt worse than I do because I truly am in love and happy in my relationship.. It's just that I also have real feelings for the other guy. Not as strong, and a completely different type of feeling, but I still can't get him out of my head. I know that I'm nothing to him but a quick fuck. Someone who's willing. But the way he used to treat me, and the way he used to talk to me.. It's still stuck in my head and making me naively believe that he has real feelings for me... And I want to hold onto that.. And I'm not sure why...