I'm 31 years old now, never been married but did have a few long term relationships that ended badly. Almost three years ago I got a job as a dispatcher for a local limousine company. What made me take the job was that I also was able to live in the cottage next to the office, which is owned by my boss, for very low rent. Its a small company but he has 14 part-time drivers presently. The cars go out at all hours of the day and nights.

All the drivers have a key to the office to get their trip sheets and car keys. The office door is only a few feet away from my bedroom window.

The entrance to the cottage is on the opposite side so when I first moved in didn't realize how close the office door was to my bedroom window. Its fairly cool at night so rather than run the air conditioner I would open my bedroom window a foot or so.

It was about 11pm the first time I knew for sure that one of the drivers saw me naked when I came out of my bathroom. I wasn't sure which one it was because he walked away before I saw him. When he drove away I went into the office to see the schedule and knew it was Tom who saw me. Instead of being offended or embarrassed about it I was aroused that he saw me. I never thought of myself as an exhibitionist even though I have never been self conscious about my appearance. The guys still flirt with me but I still never dated any of them but after that first night began letting them see me naked as often as possible.

I began to check the driver list every day when I closed the office and knew which drivers had runs at night. I then began leaving the lights on and my bedroom window open enough for them to look in at me.

I think all of them have seen me naked at one time or another especially the 6 who work most of the night jobs. I know they must talk about me behind my back but none have ever told me that they have seen me naked. I never do it during the daytime since my boss is here several days a week. Its very dark behind my cottage but I know exactly the time their pick-ups occur and know when they will come for the car and about the time they would return. I can see them peeking in from my dresser mirror but always avoid looking at them since I don't want them thinking I have planned it. From my kitchen I can see when they are going into the office and have already anticipated their arrival by being nude. I generally just walk out of the bathroom naked and drying myself but sometimes lay in bed reading or pretending I am asleep. I wasn't brave enough at first but after a long while began letting some of them watch me masturbate.

A year or so ago I began shaving my pubic hair and continue doing it. I even re-arranged my furniture so my bed is closer to the window. Lately I only have the window and shade open an inch or two but always know when one of them is watching me. I get along with all of them and even when they talk to me it is arousing to me just knowing they saw me naked. I can't explain why it turns me on so much but I masturbate more now than I ever did as a teen. I do have a boyfriend and have and like sex but never before ever exposed myself the way I do now. Some of the guys are older men, some middle aged and only two younger than me. Never has any of them even hinted that they saw me naked or masturbating. When my boyfriend is here the window is always shut tight but as soon as he lives I open it back up again. There are 6 or 7 of the guys I know stay around longer than others and I know they are at my window. When they take the car keys back to the office I still see their personal car parked on the other side of the lot. Some of them hang around for an hour or more looking in my bedroom.

Sometimes I do fall asleep naked with the lights still on and know they probably looked in at me when they returned from a job. I don't know if any of them suspect I do it on purpose but hope they don't. Most of them know my boyfriend and I'm sure they never said anything about it to him. I don't know if any of them told my boss about it and don't want him to know. He is never here at night and has never seen me naked. It excites me so much, yet I don't understand why or how come I never thought of doing this when I was younger.

When I know one of them is watching me I get so aroused I can feel myself getting wet and have began masturbating more often while I know they can see me. I turn on the shower sometimes just to get wet letting them think I just took a shower. At times after they leave I am embarrassed at what I let them watch me do, but as I am doing it am so aroused knowing their eyes are on me. A few have told me they would like to see me naked but none have ever admitted they did. Even when they say certain things to me I get turned on by it and still don't know why I ever started doing this. A few times when I was much younger I remember a boy cousin saw me naked once and another time my girlfriends father. I was so embarrassed by it then but now am the complete opposite and don't know why I'm not humiliated by what I have been doing.

Some of these men even know my parents and brother and one of them is a friend of my grandfather. None of my family or friends know what I have been doing and I just hope they never find out.