I cheated on my wife Stacey two times. Once the first year I moved to Canada with one of her friends and another time while traveling for work. The first time I felt much guilt, the second time I did not feel guilty to much but I know it was wrong and I am sorry. You always are yelling at me and I haven't felt loved by you, I moved here for you. I often have thoughts of other girls I don't know why. I have to get this off my chest some how it eats me up inside.

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