ALMOST EVERY NIGHT I HAVE A DREAM ABOUT MY X-BOY FRIEND ! WE WERE TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS WE WERE BOTH VERY YOUNG AT THE TIME , HE WAS 14 AND I WAS GOING TO BE 16 ! AFTER BEING TOGETHER 2 YEARS HE GOT ME PREGNANT AND MOVED IN TOGETHER , I LOST MY BABY AND A MONTH LATER HE GOT LOCKED UP FOR A SHOOTING WE WOULD TALK ON THE PHONE AND WRITE EACH OTHER DAILY , HE WAS GONE A YEAR AND A HALF AND IS NOW OUT , WE TALK ALMOST EVERYNIGHT . WE ARE NOT TOGETHER BUT WE DO STILL TALK ABOUT OUR RELATION SHIP WHILE WE WERE TOGHETHER , I STILL HAVE STRONG FEELINGS FOR HIM, HE HAS MADE IT CLEAR THAT HE ONLY WANTS A FRIENDSHIP . I DONT GET WHY I DREAM ABOUT HIM SO MUCH! I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE HE HAD WENT TO JAIL 2 YEARS AGO BUT THAT DOSENT STOP THE DREAMS , THE DREAMS ARE ALWAYS ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER , MESSING AROUND OR THEY ALWAYS HAVE US AND A BABY TOGEHTER OUT AT A PARK OR DOING FUN THINGS ? I WISH I COULD STOP THESE DREAMS THEY ONLY MAKE ME WANT HIM MORE BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP FROM THE DREAMS BECAUSE THATS THE ONLY TIME I CAN SEE HIM , AND I REALIZE ME AND HIM WILL NEVER BE AGAIN!!
I MISS YOU BABY :(