I'm a mother and wife in my early 30's. I have the most insane crush on a celebrity who is 6 years my junior. I think about him all day long and wish I could be with him. I cried everyday for weeks because I was so upset that I could never be with him. Sometimes, I think that if I were lucky enough, I would even leave my family to be with him. I've gone out of my way to see him and meet him in person. I even have to see a shrink now because I can't talk about it to anyone else. I wish there was something about him that would make me just forget about him, like being gay or already being taken. I think the fact that he is single and was so nice to me in person made it hard not to think there was a remote possibility of being something to him, even a friend. He seems so accessible and he's such a gentleman. I am trying so hard to be happy with what I already have, because in truth, what I want with my "crush" is the same thing I already have in my life. I can't stop thinking about him!!! Isn't that retarded? Yes, it is. =( I feel pathetic. Sometimes I wish I had never seen him before. I think about what it would be like to be around him all the time. I don't even think about anything sexual with him. WTF.