My name is Christine Choi and I cheated on my husband, Ben after having only been married for a year. My family doesn't know. I work at Lockheed Martin and I used company resources to continue the relationship with this person.

The other man is married, and his wife knows about all of it. She also has a lot of proof, including pictures from security cameras, emails, chat records, texts, etc. She has not sent any of this to my husband, but I know she could at any time. I could lose my marriage, my job, and my reputation.

I really don't care about the other man's wife. She has to deal with her husband. It's their marriage and I have nothing to do with it. Plus, he was a little older than me, and he should have known better. If his marriage is bad, then that's not my fault.

My husband doesn't have any ambition. He falls asleep on the couch and he is lazy. I told the other man that I needed someone stronger and who had dreams. I am not attracted to my husband at all.