I am a fairly normal, 21 year old man. I am married, have kids and work a regular job. I am very happy with my wife and we have amazing sex. I wouldn't say that I am a sex addict, but I do think about sex for the majority of the day. I don't know how to tell my wife, but I have multiple fantasies, some that contridict others, that I want to try with her.

I want to fuck my wife in the ass. I want to lube up her tight little pucker and shove my dick in her. I want to stick a big dildo in her pussy and my dick up her ass. I think about it almost every time i masturbate. I want it so bad, but she is afraid that it will hurt. I respect her, and would never force it on her, but I do bring it up almost every day.

A few years back, I brought it up and she told me, "Why don't you let me shove something up your ass and show you what it feels like!". I said, "If you will let me fuck your ass afterwards, I will let you shove our dildo up your ass!". The dildo she pulled out was a large, thick, pink vibrator. She lubed up my ass and slid the head inside. It hurt, but after the initial shock it felt pretty damn good. She sucked me off while she stroked the dildo in and out of my ass. I came so hard that it could have hit the ceiling. When I recovered, I said, "Your turn!". She bent over and I licked her asshole (I love eating her ass, she gets really self conscious though) and then dumped some flavored lube on it. My cock was throbbing! I put my dick to her little pucker, and right as I started to push, she crawled away from me and started crying. She was too afraid still. Out of respect for my wife, I told her it was okay, but I was so fucking horney and dissapointed, I think I was kind of mean about it. She has yet to let me put so much as a finger inside of her asshole.

One of my other fantasies is more sinister. I want to rape her. I object, morally, to rape. What I really want is for her to WANT ME TO RAPE HER! I want her to act like she doesn't want me to fuck her, and beg me to quit. I want her to tell me that I am hurting her and cry. Then I want her to slowly become less resistant. I want to go from me raping her, to her fucking me. Perhaps this is some subconsious need for me to feel that I can force my will on her. I want her to start out crying and begging me to stop, and finish up by riding my cock willingly, and cumming on my stiff rod.

As I have said, I respect my wife. I am not sure that I would ever actually ask her to do it, but I want to see her get fucked and fuck somebody else. My cousin and his wife have expressed interest in her in the past. I would love to sit in the corner and watch as my cousin shoved his cock in her mouth, or while his wife came on my wife's face. I want her to eat my cousin's wife's pussy while he fucks her from behind. I don't know why. It doesn't have to be just them, I just want her to get fucked while I watch. I know that I am not, physically, her ideal man. She often makes comments about buff, muscular men that she sees on t.v. I am overweight, not huge but I have a gut. I know that she would enjoy fucking my slim, muscular cousin. Knowing that she was enjoying his body would really get me off. Sometimes I imagine her fucking my freinds. She is bisexual, and I would love to explore that as well. Of course, anytime I bring it up, she figures i am trying to get an open invitation to fuck another woman. I don't even want to be included. It would be best if they pretended that i wasn't even there. After the other person leaves, I would lick her used little pussy and fuck her myself!

Like I said, my wife has put a dildo in my ass. I truly enjoyed it. I have always had an urge to be humped. Sometimes, playing around, my wife will lay on my back and "Show me what I do", humping and grinding her pussy against my ass. What she doesn't know is that it turns me on so much when she does it. I would love to buy her a strap on and let her fuck me. She always tells me that it's easier for a man, "You just have to go back and forth, we have to grind and gyrate when we fuck you". I would love to do some role reversal. I'm not interested in men, or having any sexual contact with men, but i want to be fucked. If i could find a double strap on (One end for her, one for me) that would be best. I want her to fuck me untill she comes, just like I do to her!

A year or so ago, I stumbled upon a adult webcam website. You can watch other people on the webcam, or you can let them watch you. I talked her into getting on with me, "Just to watch". She was not very interested at first, but then after the website started getting busy she got more interested. There were men jacking off, women masturbating by hand or with toys, and couples fucking. She started getting horney, I could tell. It started slowly with a blowjob on camera while 150+ men watched us. The third or forth time we got on, she would spend an hour getting ready. She would show the men her tits and ass for a while to get them worked up. Then she would suck my dick, and let me eat her pussy. We even got into a contest with another couple on there and let the horney men in the room judge which couple had the hottest sex. We took turns getting blown, then eating our wife's pussies, then fucking. In the end, we lost (The other chick sucked on her husband's ballsack, but my wife didn't). It was still hot, and it showed me that I am into exibitionism! I have often fantasized while I was fucking my wife that we were in a public place. I don't want to just fuck in public, I want people to activly watch us. I want them to come right up and slap her ass, or put their face right up in our genitals. I want to listen to them discuss us, and for them to masturbate while watching us. My ultimate fantasy for this fetish would be to have an Orgy. I would invite over a bunch of people (couples) and we would all sit around and flirt while we got drunk. Then, I would have everyone circle around us while my wife and I fucked. As they watched and got horney, each couple would begin to fuck as well. Don't get me wrong, I dont want to fuck any of the other guests, just watch and be watched. That makes me so fucking hard just to think about it!

These are just a few of the many fetish/fantasies that I have. I don't know how to bring them up to my wife. Does anyone else out there have a similar fetish/fantasy? I have jokingly mentioned a few of them to my wife to gauge her reaction, but she never seems to get the hint, and I am too embarassed/scared to ask her outright. Does anyone out there have a wife/husband that they do any of these things with regularly? I would love to see some stories about some of these things! Comment and let me know what you think. Am I a freak? Over sexually curious? Normal?

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by Anonymous on Dec 31, 2010 at 7:49 PM

I love to be pretend-raped. My husband loves it when I cry and beg him not to violate me anymore. I always come so hard I nearly pass out. I have also sucked another man's dick for my husband.

You wife is probably afraid of what you'll think of her if she let's you do such things, but I would try persuading her anyway. Start with dirty talk while you fuck, and make up stories about how men are so crazy in lust with her. My husband tells me about the line of guys waiting for their turn to rape me. I'm such a slut for him.

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by Anonymous on Jan 20, 2011 at 1:47 PM

I love the sound of everything you have described. I'm 20 and female. I don't have a boyfriend but I regularly fuck my male housemate. I love it when he fucks me hard and deep. I try to let him fuck me in the ass but he's too big, we keep trying but it hurts so much it makes me cry. So for now we just use a small vibe in my ass while he's fucking me from behind with another dildo vibrator and his cock in my cunt. I love the feeling of being completely stuffed with dicks, ideally I want another guy's dick fucking my mouth while he fucks me from behind with one vibe in my ass and the other in my cunt with his dick. That would be amazing.
But you aren't over sexually curious, just honest. I think everyone feels turned on a lot of the time but they just don't admit to it. Definitely talk dirty to her. Get her to suck one of your fingers and to imagine it's another guys dick while you fuck her. Or just start slowly with the anal play. Gently finger her anus while she's in the reverse cowgirl position, then she can decide how much pressure she puts on your finger and just work it up from there.

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by Anonymous on Jan 30, 2011 at 7:32 PM

I also have fantasies of fucking for a crowd. Masturbating for a crowd. Fucking a man in the ass with a dildo. I get so hot when I think of it. My husband would NEVER go for that. EVER. I dream of going to an outdoor camp or something for adults and people just fucking all over the outdoors watching each other, masturbating whatever they want. Mmmmm sounds so hot to me.

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by Anonymous on Feb 8, 2011 at 7:22 AM

A woman that does not do anal is worthless. I am dead serious. Worthless.

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by Anonymous on Sep 2, 2012 at 1:23 PM

I alao have a fantasy of being raped. I am in just about the same situation. I do not know how to tell my fiance of 4 years. Just recently he asked me to have a threesome. I am shocked at best. Not against it....just curious if its really me hes tired of.

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by Anonymous on Jan 20, 2014 at 9:47 AM

i have exactly the same fantasies man! I did with my wife some of them. ;)

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by Anonymous on Feb 9, 2014 at 8:12 AM

I love when I fuck my husband with a strapon. My lovers too fucking he same time as me. When my lovers end fuck me he eat their sperm. It is I who forced him to swallow my sperm lovers. It was difficult to convince but now it does everything I ask.

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