I don't know. Somehow, weird feelings have sprung up towards my good friend (from opposite sex). I'm almost certain it's because of the fact he has a girl-friend right now. His facial traits are something I like. He has the character I search in guys. But I still can't see us together, with mutual feelings like that (if it was even possible, since we have that age gap). It's just the fucking pointless jealousy that has creeped up on me and lingers in the back of my mind, just to tease me. If they ever break up, I know I'm going to lose that 'feeling' for him in a split-second and we'll be friends like before. I just wanted to get this out, to tell 'someone'. Feels better.