I am a 25 yr old married woman. We have been married for 4yrs and have a child together that is 1 years old. For the past few months I have been cheating on my husband with his best friend. I know it isn't right, but I can't stop. My husband and I have been having problems for quite a while now. He stopped having sex with me and giving me any attention months ago. I would even actually sit and cry and beg for him to pay any attention to me. Even just lay next to me and watch a movie, but he wouldn't. He would tell he to grow the hell up, stop begging and act like a damn adult..It was emotionally draining and depressing me.
One night we went camping with a few friends. One of the friends being my husbands best friend. His best friend and I decided to take a walk a long the beach. We talked about a lot of different things including what has been going on in my marriage (he already knew). After walking for a while, he pulled me close and kissed me. It felt so good and passionate. I haven't been kissed like that in what seemed like years.
We walked back to the camp site and everyone else was pretty much drunk. Everyone went into their own tents and passed out. Including my husband. I climbed into his best friends tent, thinking that it wasn't going to go any farther than kissing. Well we got into heavily making out. Then he took off my pants. He took my panties off with his mouth and started eating my pussy. Omg it felt so good!!! It was really hard for me to control my moaning. Then I pulled him up and unbuttoned his pants and he fucked me. It was amazing. And it was passionate.
Since then we have been having sex off and on. It wasn't often at all until about 3 weeks ago. Now he comes over more and we find some excuse to leave and have sex. But its not just about sex. We also text alot and talk alot and enjoy being near eachother. He tells me he likes me alot and I totally feel the same way about him. I think we are falling in love with eachother. I hate that we are, but at the same time I love it. He makes me feel the way my husband stopped making me feel so so long ago.... I don't want to leave my husband cause I do love him and we have a child together, but I don't feel the way I used to about him anymore and I love being with his friend ... I'm confused.
One night we went camping with a few friends. One of the friends being my husbands best friend. His best friend and I decided to take a walk a long the beach. We talked about a lot of different things including what has been going on in my marriage (he already knew). After walking for a while, he pulled me close and kissed me. It felt so good and passionate. I haven't been kissed like that in what seemed like years.
We walked back to the camp site and everyone else was pretty much drunk. Everyone went into their own tents and passed out. Including my husband. I climbed into his best friends tent, thinking that it wasn't going to go any farther than kissing. Well we got into heavily making out. Then he took off my pants. He took my panties off with his mouth and started eating my pussy. Omg it felt so good!!! It was really hard for me to control my moaning. Then I pulled him up and unbuttoned his pants and he fucked me. It was amazing. And it was passionate.
Since then we have been having sex off and on. It wasn't often at all until about 3 weeks ago. Now he comes over more and we find some excuse to leave and have sex. But its not just about sex. We also text alot and talk alot and enjoy being near eachother. He tells me he likes me alot and I totally feel the same way about him. I think we are falling in love with eachother. I hate that we are, but at the same time I love it. He makes me feel the way my husband stopped making me feel so so long ago.... I don't want to leave my husband cause I do love him and we have a child together, but I don't feel the way I used to about him anymore and I love being with his friend ... I'm confused.
