For a period of 2 years, when I was between 14 and 16, I thought I was gods gift to boys. I knew I was very pretty and after years of family and aquaintances telling me so, beleived it myself. I was probably only 13 when I first began flaunting myself by wearing what I thought were sexy clothes and bathing suits. I not only had young boys admiring my body but many times older men. I just loved it when I knew they were looking at me. I never really had real sex until I was over 18 but did masturbate quite oftn during those years. I did make out with some boys and did let a few of them fondle me but that was all. My biggest turn on was having the boys look at me and I was more of a tease then anything else. I think it was just before I turned 14 that I began letting my younger brother's friends see me in my bra and panties. It started with me hollaring at them and making it seem like it was their fault. I didn't do it to often at first but each time I did it became more arousing to me. My brother had friends over often and they played video games in his room. I wouldn't close my bedroom door or bathroom door all the way and began exposing my breasts at first. I would act as though I didn't know they could see me and soon began letting them see me fully naked. I don't know why this aroused me like it did but I would almost orgasm without touching myself. My brother did tell me a few times that his friends said something about it but I did have him beleiving I didn't know or it was their fault. I didn't give it much thought at the time but all the sudden my brother became one of the most popular kids at school and in the neighborhood. I didn't realize it then but the word must have been out that his sister was naked lots of times. My parents never got home until early evening so after school was when I did this most of the time. My grandmother was always their after school and most of the time in the summer months, but she hardly ever came upstairs. I can't remember now how many differnt boys were at my house when I did these things but there were many. I would intentionally remind my grandmother that my brother was suppose to cut the grass or do other chores just to get him away from his friends. I think my brother did see me naked sometimes but he never said much to me about it. Over those couple years there were three boys I can clearly remember who watched me masturbate. Two of them saw me doing it several times but I always did that when my brother wasn't around. The summer I was 16 was the most daring I ever was and so many of those boys saw me naked. That is when I let some of them see me masturbate but still always made it look like I didn't know they were there. When I started my junior year of high school is when it all came to an end. Some of my girlfriends and some girls I didn't even know to well began telling me their brother, thier cousin or someone else's brother had seen me naked. It never embarrassed me when they saw me nude but the fact that so many other people knew became humiliating. I tried as best I could to make them believe I didn't know what they were talking about and denied knowing any of them ever saw me like that. Then one of the boys in my class told mme his brother saw me naked. I did everything I could to make it sound accidental or make it sound like those boys who did see me were peeping toms. For the first time I regreted what I had been doing and it came to an abrupt halt. I'm 26 now and most of the "boys" who saw me naked over those years are now 22, 23, and 24. I see a few of them especially the ones who are still my brothers friends. They never say anything about it but sometimes the way they look at me and smile at me I know what they are thinking about. Today it embarrasses me and I can't believe I ever did that stuff. The one fortunate thing is that my parents never heard about it. A few years ago my brother rattled off the names of three guys he knew had seen me naked but even he doesn't know how many of his friends and classmates really did. Some of those boys I knew well but there were other I never even knew their names. I feel ashamed about it now but at the time it was so arousing to me. Today I would never do such a thing and would find it totally humiliating if a guy saw me naked. It was a dumb thing to do and now I worry when I see some of those boys and can only imagine what they think of me. Deep down I still hope they think I didn't know they saw me at the time. The ones who were my brothers closest friends probably saw me nude many times and they are the ones I fear suspect I did it intentionally.