Should i die?
is this the best possible end for me? i was suffering from tuberculosis since 2008 which in turn had resulted in many lymph node operations and my body wouldn't multiply my platelet count it was dangerously low in 2008 to just 10k but i survived and was able to give my exam but now when my HSC-INDIA was there i went to this tragedy again my platelet count were reducing again cause of a blood clot of which I couldn't give half of my 11th standard exam and totally even refused the thoughts about giving my HSC exam so I didn't fill up any forms but now in the mid December-January before the operations my blood clot was cured by medication's so of course i didn't want to waste my year and give exam in march just like my friends would but officials wouldn't let me i know I'm late but did I had any choice? ( I think suicidal as every single day passes my parents saying to give my exams next year but I don't want to..was my cure such a bad luck that now i feel like jumping of my building every single night? please i just need someone to understand me =(